Monday, October 9, 2017

Where I've Been + What Happened + Why I'm Back / Life Update

Where I’ve Been + What Happened + Why I’m Back

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For the past 2 months I haven’t posted and I’m pretty sure you guys are wondering why, I’m actually wondering why myself a little. Well I was in New Mexico with that “fiancé” anyways, we split and I had to leave him. Not even putting on the internet why we just split and it was time anyways because neither one of us were happy. Along the way I had to find myself again which was the hardest part. I was a little lost over there and forgot who I truly was. These past two months I have worked at Walmart, then quit because I got harassed by another employee. I have been trying to get another job but I got me a car finally. I’ve been staying with my parents again and I’m kind of miserable about that buttt it’s just for now until I get on my feet. I haven’t blogged because it wasn’t making me a source of any income at all honestly but I’ve gotten to missing just writing and getting things off my mind. It’s been hard not writing anymore and honestly it’s been all that’s on my mind but it took me forever to figure out how exactly I was even going to start back at it. I’ve been so overwhelmed and stressed out about finding another job and finally I just decided I need to get back to what I really love to do and that’s writing and blogging.

Also, more big news, I’ve been working on an e-book to help with anxiety and mental health called All The Feels and it’s going to be for anyone who is having a tough time pretty much with their feelings and what they are going through. It will be advice for anyone who needs it through any feeling they might be having or suffering from. I know how it feels to be alone and this ebook is like a little pep talk for anyone who truly really needs it because I remember how hard it is to talk to someone about this stuff at times and I want people to know they are not alone. Once I start working somewhere, I won’t be posting as often probably but I will still try to post as much as I possibly can because I don’t want to stop blogging it just makes me happy and it’s just what I love to do. I’m always telling others they should do what they really like to do so now I feel like I should do what I love to do and take my own advice and keep blogging and writing because I feel like eventually, it could actually work out for me. If not then at least I took the chance at it right? Never know till you try. But I’ve put way too much work and effort into my site to stop working at it now. I love blogging, I love writing, I love inspiring others, and I don’t want to give up on you guys or my blog or myself. Inspiring others is what inspires and makes me happiest and that’s what I want to do. Just want to make people and others not feel so alone and let them know that they are never completely alone and someone is always there. Even if it’s just a site telling you this stuff, really I’m here. Through my posts, my email, comments, I will be here. Spreading positivity is so important and it’s what I love to do. This world today could use some positivity and the way society is today it’s honestly hard. So that’s what I’m trying to do is just spread some positivity and help others in ways I needed help a while ago.

So hopefully I’m back and back to stay for good. Hopefully, everything finally works out in the right ways because blogging really is something that I am very passionate about and I would love for this to all eventually work out for me so I can continue to do what I love.

Anyways, I hope you guys are all doing good. I’m going to post now 6 days a week every Monday – Saturday! Sunday’s will be days off UNLESS I have a review to do then I will post those on Sundays. Thank you guys so much for sticking with me through all of this and still being here. I promise I’m trying to stay this time! Thank you for reading and check back for more very very very soon! (Especially fall posts coming soooon!)